Giving Birth

I’m sitting in a hospital room, using their public WiFi while Fluffy lies on a bed in absolute misery. The doctors come in, find out she is more uncomfortable than last time and they say “congratulations!” or “good job”. I’m not entirely sure how just lying there with drugs coursing through your system is a good job, but I’ll be honest, I’d rather it be her than me on that bed. Despite the whimpering and the tears, she is a far stronger person than me when it comes to this. I also don’t have the parental drive Fluffy has, so I’m intent to stand where they tell me to, hold her hand when she needs me, and watch sappy movies when she’s awake.

I don’t write about birth very often. I obviously have some issues with it (Dragon’s Surrogate, Faeiry Trap) and fears of being sterile. Which are not entirely unfounded since one of my brothers is 100% sterile (no sperm comes out, period).

Life is a amazing thing. I focus more on the ending of it (since I like snuff porn), but occasionally I’m reminded of how brutal childbirth is also. Just a few hours ago, I saw blood pouring out of Fluffy and a doctor covered in gore clear up to the mid-arm. There is the same emotions as with my violent stories, which is something I didn’t really expect.

It’s going to be a wonderful challenge.

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Thank you! The Spawn of Evil popped out this morning after 40+ hours of prep and labor. I got to spend about 10 of them writing, so I think that bodes well for continuing writing. The paperwork here in Iowa hasn’t quite updated to current laws, so there is going to be a bit of a mess there, but everyone is in good shape right now.

hug

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One of the ways I handle stress it to think about worse case scenarios. And, there were a few times, when I was helping her to the bathroom with blood pouring out of her, that I wondered if I would be a single parent. Scary, in so many ways, and the smell… there really is nothing that prepares you for that. It was visceral and amazing at the same time.

Sadly, after shoving seven pounds out of her, I still haven’t gotten the sexors out of her. Apparently, it is a “do not enter” portal still.

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Heh, no, not that.

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Well, ideally one of three things:

1. We both get naked, rolling around and I stick things in her body.
2. We both get naked, roll around, and she sticks things in my body.
3. One of us sticks their heads between the other’s legs and licks until squishy things happen.

Sadly, none of those have happened since the Spawn.