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t'Sade

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Just stuff...
« on: September 18, 2008, 10:27:59 PM »

I thought things were getting better, but I'm still struggling to get other stuff done. Its very frustrating, you know that? Kind of like hoping that everything will magically be back in place by the time you wake up in the morning.

I have over 40 pages sitting on my Firefox waiting for me to rant about it, but I'm finding that it just doesn't change. One thing after the other and I don't make a difference on any of it. Yeah, I know it only takes one person, but at the moment, I feel kind of helpless and just talking about it doesn't really make a difference.

Just little things. I took me over a week to write six thousand words. For those who know me, normally that's 3-4 hours. But, I just keep staring at it and hating it.

So, I'm not ignoring the forum, I'm just having trouble getting over the hills to get here every day.
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Re: Just stuff...
« Reply #1 on: September 21, 2008, 02:29:24 PM »

I know how you feel. ;)
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Re: Just stuff...
« Reply #2 on: September 22, 2008, 11:09:42 AM »

When things get like that I always feel like tuning out, which makes it worse. Hope the hills start getting lower for you.
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Re: Just stuff...
« Reply #3 on: November 03, 2008, 10:54:47 PM »

Heya t'Sade...

I'm a big fan of your work, which I found through Dolcettgirls.  We actually chatted once... quite a while ago...  I think fun was had by all.

Anyway, glad to hear your life is getting in order again.  I love your work and am happy it's continuing.

All the best,

Brust
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Re: Just stuff...
« Reply #4 on: November 05, 2008, 08:28:03 PM »

Thank you. :D Its getting in order, but some things really haven't improved. I'm still not chatting, at all. It's been months since I had a good online RP session, but I simply don't have the energy or creativity to do it. One of those things that has been drifting off ever since I moved here. But, at least, I'm feeling less worried about getting fired and more about planning for the winter. :)
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Re: Just stuff...
« Reply #5 on: November 07, 2008, 01:05:52 AM »

Hey! Don't knock job security! You've got to take care of the basics (Maslow's hierchy of needs, anyone?) before you can allow yourself to become interested in play. 

Take care of yourself, get plenty of sleep and the juices (creative and otherwise) will start flowing again.

Take care hon,

Brust



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