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t'Sade

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Who I wanted to be
« on: June 23, 2010, 06:16:37 PM »
http://urbansexbrigade.tumblr.com/post/675022871/via-s-coffey
http://susancoffey.deviantart.com/art/skin-and-lace-148827810?q=boost:popular+facebook+skin&qo=9

I'm not who I want to me. It's a pretty simple idea, but true. I'm not as thin as I want to be, my hair isn't nearly as long or thick. It also isn't as red. I don't have the physical body I wanted, lusted, desired, ever since I was 12. Sad and frustrating, but at 35, I have to admit, it won't happen either.

One reason I love the Internet is that I can have at least some of those things. Yes, I won't have any of you tying me down but I also don't have to worry about putting on some cat ears and getting my neck snapped. Might be fun, but not more than a few times.

I don't care what people look like. I love avatars because they reflect what people want to be, and that is what the Internet (and in many ways, this forum) is about.

This picture got me started on that train of thought. It is close, but not quite, what I wanted to look like when I was skinny legs and flat chest. Even today, when I close my eyes, I pretend I look closer to this and that is what people want instead of my friends who enjoy me for who I am, a quirky and happy pervert. :)

Even if I can't play with them.
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #1 on: July 02, 2010, 10:52:13 AM »
Adorable Model.
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #2 on: July 06, 2010, 06:15:56 PM »
Quote from: KK on July 02, 2010, 10:52:13 AM
Adorable Model.

Yeah, I'm drooling after her. :)
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #3 on: July 07, 2010, 02:56:56 PM »
Drooling ON her would of course be more interesting.  ;)

However, in my personal favourites ranking there are still 3 girls above her.
I think you who I mean.
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #4 on: July 07, 2010, 06:38:25 PM »
Quote from: KK on July 07, 2010, 02:56:56 PM
Drooling ON her would of course be more interesting.  ;)

However, in my personal favourites ranking there are still 3 girls above her.
I think you who I mean.

Yep, and those are good ones to be above her, but I lean more toward her than those other mysterious lovelies.
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #5 on: July 07, 2010, 10:03:17 PM »
Dang skinnt broad wiff fake red hair.
Foo!
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #6 on: July 08, 2010, 06:49:04 AM »
Quote from: der Wandersmann on July 07, 2010, 10:03:17 PM
Dang skinnt broad wiff fake red hair.
Foo!

And...? The thing with wanting to be more like someone points out what you see in flaws of yourself. In this case, closer to her weight and hair color are the two things I *do* want. I've struggled with my weight since those dark days when I moved to college. And while my hair sun bleaches red, it isn't nearly as dark as that. But, I like hair color. Bouncy (one of my girlfriends that I lust after) colors her hair red almost all the time. Nothing wrong with it, but one day she asked me and Fluffy to help her create a soft core porn site (it never happened) and Fluffy got her "real" hair color. It was... beautiful on her and I had a lot of very naughty thoughts about it. I'm actually considering writing a few short stories of "what if" scenarios with Bouncy, wishful thinking of scenes that went a different way.

Though, the one where she is dominated by her dog was banned by her already. *sniff*

I'll never be the woman up there, but it doesn't stop me from wanting to be her.
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #7 on: July 08, 2010, 02:11:53 PM »
A lot of avatars aren't meant to reflect what someone wants to be!

I, for example, would love to have a girl (or two), but hardly ever give any thought to being or becoming one...

I wouldn't mind being a cow, on the other hand - would be quite relaxed.

Do we have a fandom for Justine Joli in common?

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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #8 on: July 08, 2010, 08:35:38 PM »
Who dat?
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #9 on: July 10, 2010, 10:54:20 AM »
Quote from: der Wandersmann on July 08, 2010, 08:35:38 PM
Who dat?

Perhaps the prettiest non-Japanese professional SM model/actress of the decade. She started out as such a neat little girl (though quite tall - nearly my length), shyly exposing herself to the moist eye of the camera, only to descend quite rapidly into the bottomless pit of perversion, by means of successively masturbation with giant vegetables, promiscuous lesbian sex (maybe I should switch these two on the scale of paraphiliac obsessions), artsy WIP style bondage and humilition, red hair dye & Howard Stern visits, and - nowadays - serious electro-torture, whipping and waterboarding. She just can't get enough of it!

Guess I'll have to add a couple of photographs later...
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #10 on: July 10, 2010, 04:07:49 PM »
I'm interesting in the veggie bits. :)
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #11 on: October 26, 2010, 11:17:28 AM »
Quote from: KK on July 02, 2010, 10:52:13 AM
Adorable Model.

Who IS that magnificent creature?!?!?!?!?!

Is that Susan Coffey doing self portraits?
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Re: Who I wanted to be
« Reply #12 on: August 05, 2011, 11:23:53 PM »
meant to post these LONG LONG AGO

Same exact girl!  These tow photos as the one T'sade posted

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